It’s true that “a rising tide floats all boats”. It’s true also that a falling tide leaves them stranded. Many spiritually gifted Christians who thought of themselves as ministry gifts during the charismatic renewal of the 1970s, learned that they weren’t when tha spiritual tide receded and left them feeling stuck in the mud. Over the following years, many have wondered where they failed.
They didn’t. It’s just that they were not “set” in the church by Jesus as an apostle, prophet, pastor, evangelist, or teacher” (Ephesians 4:11). Not every Christian is a ministry gift (as distinct from having a spiritual gift), and if you are not then don’t try to be one because you’ll feel that you failed your Lord. If today’s low spiritual tide has left you feeling stranded, don’t lose heart.
The Lord remembers the good things you did in his name, and a new and greater incoming tide is about to lift you again — this time to the level of a more experienced Christian and in the role of a church elder.
Local churches will soon be packed once more with new believers, and you will be much needed; so stop looking backward and instead look forward and ready yourself for further service in what you do best.
Jesus told the disciples to gather up leftovers of the loaves and fish miracle meal so that nothing be lost”. So, stop thinking of yourself as a leftover from a memorable past event and instead prepare yourself to be a useful part in a future one.
“Waste not” now, so that others will “want not” then.